False Reality; False Life

hayden txts

nobody@vox.com(False Reality) — Tue, 02 Sep 2008 03:35:55 -0700

31/8 - yeh it gets a lil more every time i see you

31/8 - well its good and bad. but mostly good, what do u think

31/8 - yep. the main thing im worried about is just that im kinda scared of sum things happening to me again, cuz im really unstable now wit alot of things

31/8 - that and i dont want to be hurt any more

1/9 - she isawsum, really beautiful and fun. a bit ticleish but. and i dont think she likes to be turned on much, lol. but she is great im startin to like her a bit aye, i wanna know what i mean to her but

1/9 - wel i gues il have to fix that. and see wont give me any hints 4 wat im aloud to do. and i dont wana risk her thinkin badly of me or any thing like dat

22/8 - so are you a faithful gf

22/8 - wel i think i mite have to think about sum things

22/8 - yeh, wel ur al that and there is sum bout u that makes me feel like every thing wil be ok

22/8 - just like im a prety mixed up person and i always have alot on my mind and when iwit u, u just make it al go away

22/8 - very good thing, only 1 other person could do that and she fucked me around heaps

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what hurts the most

nobody@vox.com(False Reality) — Wed, 02 Jul 2008 19:19:37 -0700

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm OK but that's not what gets me

[Chorus:]
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm OK but that's not what gets me

[Chorus x2]

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favourite songggggg..

nobody@vox.com(False Reality) — Wed, 18 Jun 2008 00:15:22 -0700

Some live for the bill
Some kill for the bill
She wined for the bill
Grind for the bill
(and she used to be the sweetest girl)
Some steal for the bill, if they got to pay they bill
(and she used to be the sweetest girl)
Tonight Wyclef, Akon, Weezy and Nia

High school she was that girl that make me do the hula hoop around the gym
(Just to get a peek again, she's a 10)
High school she was
That girl that make me do the hula hoop around the gym
(Just to get a peek again, she's a 10)
Never thought she would come and work for the president
Mr. George Washington (where my money at?)
She thought he'd call (where my money at?)
She had a good day, bad day, sunny day, rainy day
All she wanna know is (where my money at?)
Closed legs don't get fed, go out there and make my bread
All you wanna know is (where my money at?)
She ended up in a road car, bruised up, scarred hard
All you wanna know is (where my money at?)
She thought he'd call (where my money at?)

Cos I'mma tell you like you told me
Cash rules everything around me
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)
Cos I'mma tell you like you told me
Cash rules everything around me
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)
Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)

Pimpin' got harder cos, hoes got smarter
On the strip is something they don't wanna be a part of
Rather be up in the club shakin' for a thug
For triple times the money and spending it how they wanna
They got they mind on they money, money on they mind
They got they finger on the trigger, hand on the nines
See everyday they feel the struggle, but staying on they grind
And ain’t nobody takin’ from us, and that’s the bottom line

But I know there's a drop in the block
You move slow
You getting' pressure from cops
You don't know not to lay low
Because 25 to life is no joke
To all my real gorillas thuggin'
On top of corners every day strugglin'
All the beautiful women getting' money
Washin' them dollar bills like laundry

Singin' dollar dollar bill yall(dollar, dollar bill yall)
Money, money-money-money
Money, money-money-money
It drives the world crazy

(Weezy) She used to be (she used to be the sweetest girl)

She used to be the sweetest girl ever
Now she like sour ameretta
She wears a dress to the T like the letter
And if you make it rain she will be under the weather
She used to run track back in high school
Now she tricks off the track right by school
She takes a loss cos she don't wanna see her child lose
So respect her, I'll pay up for the time used
And then she runs to the pastor
And he tells her there will be a new chapter
But she feels no different after
And then she asks him…

Some live for the bill
Some kill for the bill (where my money at?)
She wined for the bill
Grind for the bill (where my money at?)
Some steal for the bill, if they got to pay the bill (where my money at?)
Tonight Wyclef, Akon, Weezy and Nia

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emo thought....

nobody@vox.com(False Reality) — Mon, 09 Jun 2008 17:00:45 -0700

and the bridges that we built will fall... all because of her

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